"White Plague" 
 


Fear, Fright, Paranoid Tremors 
 
the hurt, the pain beneath the skin.
 
Depression, depression, dig your hole,
 
Bore your mark within my soul.
 
Where do you go in the bright light 
 
Insanity so close to hold me.
 


White ghoul of this night 
 
grows deeper in my heart. 
 
Where will you be tomorrow 
 
I know, out of my sight!
 
Forgotten in time 
 
through the mind
 
Come back to haunt me
 
When I can fight.
 


Deep pangs of hunger
 
No nourishment feeds.
 
What do you want now with these tears.
 
Where are you now
 
My mind, thats so behind. 
 
The ruler of fear, growing sturdy inside.
 
I beg you now, come up front
 
Where the light shines
 
strainght through me, and please,
 
Let there be sight.
 




"Why Get High"
 


Somewhere down the hallway someone's high ... 
 
That is a tale I heard of once, from another guy. 
 
Someone put something in it...
 
Now he's just a lullaby.
 
Who said the tune went with it... And where am I?
 
There is a high... I lived on once upon a time.
 
And somewhere there falls someone else's sky.
 
Oh why... oh why... should we get high.
 
They say space is a place where people hide.
 
I say... I have already heard that midnight cry.
 


*** 
 


Elope with the hope 
 
Escape with the faith  
 
That peers through
 
The scope of your mind. 
 


*** 
 


"Dear Lord"
 


Hear me Lord, give me strength.
 
If I should stray on this day.
 


Hear me Lord, this I pray
 
Let me live, just one more day.
 


Hear me Lord, so I can find 
 
The beauty that I left behind.
 


Hear me Lord, my mind is not my own
 
It wants to give up, and lose my time.
 


Hear me Lord, I give my soul
 
Take away these thoughts, my own.
 


Hear me Lord, if I should crave 
 
Please give me back the faith 
 


That you have given... 
 
And that I have claimed. 
 

***

"My Confession"
 

Sometimes things need to be said 
 
When two hearts have been broken.
 
You have never heard them before
 
Anyway not quite this way.
 
I haved loved no other like this.
 
It's not in hopes that you still love me
 
or even to make you sad.
 
But, explain that I meant no harm
 
when I said that, "I Loved You"
 
Maybe it will ease your mind, if
 
You understand what has gone through mine.


It would be easy not to say
 
The things that I have been crying for.
 
My heart fought great battle
 
I found a new love, an obsession.
 
It replaced you. 
 
And possessed me, undercover.
 
With a mission that took my vison
 
my heart became it prisoner. 
 
It carried me through it's darkness
 
I was scared to death, disillusioned
 
This new love owned me
 
I simply could not fight.
 


But then my jailor spared me.
 
To live again for one more flight.
 
You saw this and grabbed me
 
And helped my soul break free.
 
I could see a much brighter light.
 
Even though I love you more,
 
greater then before.
 
I am leaving you now,

so this pain will someday die.
 
But before I go I must thank you dear. 
 
For helping me to regain my sight.
 




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